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how does it feel ?
Saturday, September 4, 2010 | 8:09 AM | 0 candie blossom
How does it feel?? When people told you that they pray for you.. But you never pray for yourself.. How does it feel?? When people worried about you.. But you never even care about yourself... How does it feel?? When people said that they love you... But you never learn to love yourself.. How does it feel?? When people mad at you.. But the only thing you know is to blame yourself.. How does it feel?? When people forgives you.. But you never forgive yourself.. How does it feel?? When people gave up on you.. But u have been giving up before knowing it yourself.. huhhh! just wrote this after looking at myself in the mirror.. suddenly i felt i'm useless.. i always blame myself for everything.. even though i knew it wasn't my faults.. i'm too negative... sometimes, i'm too concern about everything.. even the smallest thing.. i always make simplest thing to be complicated.. i need changes.. really need to change everything.. physically,mentally and emotionally.. can't stop sighing while typing this.. :'( notes:i'd always had a hankering to be a songwriter |